As we (Indi, Jess and I) were walking along SJ Walk on our way home. We passed by him. And upon seeing him with his new girl all I could feel was ouch. A funny feeling since I barely know him but for some reason whenever I see him, all I could muster is a sigh and have a heavier feeling. I don't even know why. There is something about him. I can not even pin point what the heck that is. And now, I could only wish that I really know him, and that he knows me too. He always had this look and aura that was quite mysterious. Ugh. There is this force again attracting me to him and its not right. Cause I would be looking for another pain and another reason to feel sad and even cry. I don't need it right now. I have had enough to last me for a good ten years. I just want him to be happy and hopefully he'd be treated right and loved the way he should be.
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he passed me by
holding her hand
looking at her
so tenderly
eyes filled with love
only for her
he held her hand
like he was never gonna
let it go
i could see
i could sense
somehow
somewhere
something is wrong
or is it my mind
and heart
decieving me
and again
i wish
i was the one
he was with
the one he'd look at like that
the one he'd love
and the one he'd hold in his arms...
but reality sets in
im not his princess
i don't even exist
he doesn't even know me
and thats how its gonna be
ill know him
but he will not know me..
